MER
I don’t expect anyone to know the meaning of the title, and they don’t need to. Suffice it to say, I disapprove of my current situation: an empty house, a mopey puppy, and half-empty bed… I’ll be glad when this living weekend-to-weekend nonsense can end. I’m realizing more and more as time goes on that the girl I’m in love with is the light of my life, and that while I’m perfectly capable of having experiences without her, it’s like why bother? Nothing seems as meaningful. It’s as if everything in life has an inside joke that only her and I share, but when she isn’t with me… I’ve got no one else who gets it.
I think I need to sleep. It’s like I always say, or she always says… honestly, I don’t know who said it first… each hour brings us closer when we’re apart.
Nighters…